I knew I could find someone who could treat me like I was suppose to be treated.
but thats always a problem..
So i’ve come to a conclusion, that I have no other option but to leave. Ive showed you to much of me. You came to me, you wanted me, you fell for me when you were still in love, and you dragged me into this mess. When I fell in love, you fell out. And recommited yourself to the love of your life. Leaving me left with nothing, thinking that i’m okay, when really I wasn’t. And after everything, I still love you. You were my first love, but I have to tell myself someones going to give me more then what you did. And I dont even know why I love you, you didnt do anything good for me, you didnt treat me right, shit you didnt even care about me. Even though you didnt treat me right, even though you didnt care about me, even though nothing went good..you were still so different then anyone that ive ever been with. Its hard to watch things change, when I want them to stay the same.. I want nothing and everything at the same time.. I want to let go, but I keep holding back. And I want to move on, but im stuck where we started. My feelings come and go, I dont know what I want…
